Her Heart…Grieves

“Sometimes the sun shines cold
The road is lonely as I walk alone
In the sky the clouds are racing fast
It’s becoming so cold outside

Time has come, time has come

All we need is faith

Thy Will Be Done
All we need is faith

Thy Will Be Done
Faith is all we need

I know you’re good
But this don’t feel good right now
And I know you think
Of things I could never think about
It’s hard to count it all joy
Distracted by the noise
Just trying to make sense
Of all your promises
Sometimes I gotta stop
Remember that you’re God
And I am not
So

Keep my heart wrapped in chains

Cry in the rain

I don’t need it anyway

Release the pain

I’m just gonna need a name

Cry in the rain

Anything left you can take

Release the pain

As I stand in the rain of this cold day
Tears are the words when I cannot confess the pain
Time will heal
But I don’t want to feel

All we need is faith

Thy Will Be Done
All we need is faith

Thy Will Be Done
Faith is all we need

We are one breath apart, my love
And I’ll be holding it in ’til we’re together
Hear me call your name
Just speak, speak to me, speak to me, speak

Cry now and let it go
Cry now
Cry now and let it go
Cry now
Cry now and let it go
Cry now
Cry now”
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Grieve
Created by using lyrics from the songs below, I don’t own any of the words:

Her Heart…Deceased

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Today I quit on my heart,
And today I wished it was vice versa.

I was tired of all the lies it tried to feed me.
All the yearnings.
All the waterfall of emotion it brought to me.
All the Light it sought to remind me.

Today I didn’t want it.
Contrary to the popular song,
Today I stopped believing and forced the bleeding succubus to leave me the hell alone.

I catapulted into anger,
Said fuck it and embraced the fear.

And shut the whole system down.

I had too much to lose.
I don’t have much of understanding of necessary hurt.

Of human beings and our mistakes.

Maybe tomorrow would be different.

 

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~I.L.U*

Quanisha A McGruder

Potato Pak Pledge

I decided to follow up from the previous poetry post Humanity Compromise with some action.  The Madness family as weird as we are is about accepting others for their differences and helping when necessary.

I’ve partnered up with an amazing business called Kyäni, whose Wellness Simplified products are out of this world.

One of the reasons I teamed up with Kyäni is this pledge, the potato pak pledge.

Kyäni Believes in Giving Back

Since helping others to ‘Experience More’ has been a major part of the Founders’ core beliefs, this passion for giving back has led to Kyäni’s culture of giving and is the foundation for Kyäni Caring Hands.

“As we look within ourselves, observe the needs around us and then take action, it allows us to ‘Experience more’ in a profound way,” says Kyäni Founder and Chairman Kirk Hansen, “Kyäni Caring Hands is only part of what we do, but it’s all of who we are.”

Kyäni has traveled to the remotest areas of Ecuador, Peru and Mexico to help those who can’t help themselves, those who are without substantive nutrition, along with those who need schools to educate their children and shelter from the elements.

Kyäni’s Caring Hands is a chance for Distributors to make life-changing donations with an outright donation or in purchasing Potato Paks for distribution to families who do not have basic nutrition or communities who need disaster relief.

I’m very big into volunteer work especially involving kids so this was way up my alley.

Why not share that with my Madness family here.  So watch the videos, research Kyäni, and then donate.

Let’s put action behind our words and thoughts of creating a better loving world.

 

Here’s how to donate:

Click this Link then follow the pictured red circles below.

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2. Scroll Down to the bottomPPP

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Then here is up to you.  You can buy a potato pak or donate to the cause. For some reason if it signs you out and ask for a distributor id enter 2739905 as a guest.

If you’ve gotten this far in this post, I thank you for your time and love.

One of my new goals is to go with the team to these places and help.  Spend time.  Spread some Love.

 

~I.L.U*

Quanisha A. McGruder

 

 

P.S.

We are months away from October Madness.  I’m brainstorming ideas.  Any suggestions leave them below.

 

 

Humanity Compromised

Freeze,

Your Humanity has been compromised.

Stop.  Think.

Look. Look!

Your Integrity has been challenged.

 

Find a mirror.  Hurry! Take 30 seconds. Look into your eyes.

Who are you?  Who do you want to be?

Remember who created you.

 

Quick! Act.  Don’t hide.  We all make mistakes.

It’s never too late to change.

 

Your Love is needed now.

Your Understanding is warranted.

 

Admit to the carelessness and callousness that you have not been aware of or running away from,

Then,

Show me your solution.

 

Pause.  Take a breath.  It’ll be okay.

 

Unity will one day bind us

And

Balance will one day be restored.

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Torbakhopper.  Flickr.

 

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~INTEGRITY. LOVE. UNITY*

Quanisha A. McGruder